28 Sept

oh well, long time din write blog d.. hehehe

open school week 4 d...
a lot a lot super lot assignments.. awww..
but, not really stress yet.. kekekeke...

25sept bought my little flying squirrel and i name it B..
hahaha... B B B.. lolllllllllll

not really wan to write.. coz very tired....
aww... zzz

8 Sept 09

Holidays end.

back to school...

last week went to diving at kapalai
took my advance course
5days there, having so much fun

but, why everytime after fun sure got something bad happen???
WHY???

haiz... been sad for 3days d.. sigh...
i wish you can forgive me.. really, i dont wan like this..
sorry ='(

hope everything will settle soon..

trina, stop emo ing!!!
school reopn!
should HAPPY!

im trying to tell myslf..
but still, i cant control my emotional...
ARGH!!

anyway, left 4 figures..
shit....
going to library later ^^

ps: hey, really sorry, i really no mean that, hope you can forgive me as soon as.. i really no mean it ok~ sorry......... =(

HOLIDAYS!!!

wohooooooooooooooooooooooooo
holidayssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss
omg..been waiting for ages.. *kuazhang*
HAHAHAHAHAH

final project,tests DONE!!

eh, left ielts..

oh yeah...
shopping, movies,EAT,SLEEP!
omg.. so much thing to do..

one important = Advance license!!
1sept!!!
wohooooo!!!

wait me wait me
sharkyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy~~~
i love you~~~

i miss my classmate
i miss my lectures
i miss my tutors

i miss everyone!!!

welcome, Holidays!!! =D

BUSY

omg... busy busy busy..
so damnnnnnnnnnnnn BUSYYYYYYYYYY

and..
STRESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS.............................

feel like thousands stones on my body..
arr.... hard to decribe my mood also....
dunno wat happen..

i dun wan stress myslf but ... =(

anyway, manikin test done
left..... drawing 1 test, figure sketch test
final prject for design, pass up drawing 1 sketch book.. haven draw cover page ><''

a lot a lot things haven done....

one more week then holiday..

wait me~~~

sorry

i feel so sorry to her..
really sorry
coz i scold you today..
i cant control my temper..
but.. sometimes..
i just feel u r not in the situation..
u duno when should talk..
u no consider other side...
not see the situation talk...

not blaming too much
i just feel so sorry after scolded u.. sigh..
i just too emo..

wat is going on???
sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.................................................

but after that was ok..
we went sing k.. =D
shout a lot..
realease my stress... hmm...

anyway, i just feel so sorry lar..
arghh
i cant belive i do this.. i was too fierce.. sorry sorry sorry..
extremely sorryyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy...................................... =(

31 July

I was EMO.

=(

cry cry cry...
i cried in class..

29 July

slept at 5.30am today.. 3hours sleep.. omg
coz chtting with lao po and do my presentation thingy...
so tired =S

ernest group presentation i sleep d.. so sorry =(

oh yeah, my group got A!!
muahaha.. so happy
duno why they keep laugh at me when im presenting.. swt

need to do design tonight.. duno wat time can sleep again...
figure haven do... 3 pieces.. omg!

oh yeah drawing 1 today home assignment got star.. HAHAHAHAHHAHA
next week no home assignments but i wan draw extra... ( hopefully )
kekekeke.....

enjoy lifeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
one more month.....................
i wan divingggggggggggggggg
i miss michiyo alvin ton ton cyril and otherssssssssssssssssss....
see u all soooooooooooon!!
muahahahahhahhhahaha................................... =)

26 July

Woke up around 11+
just slept 7hours..
not really feel tired.. but then a bit stress..
why stress again.. argh..
coz a lot assignments waiting for me..

last night was CRAZY...
cele CC bday around 10+
went go fetch shing yi lao po~
took like 45min to find out wher her house is.. LOL XP

then reached home around 11.50 d..
then everyone came d..

CC honey shiaujia h ernest fang li and jon

chit chat fullfill around the place~
our laugh.. muahahhhah =D

wow... drink vodka.
duno wat hapen to tht jon
drink so much
until vomit at my place.
OMG!
argh. so smelly..
poor fang li help he clean up everything..
aiks,....

thn slept at 4 almost 5.. awww

wanna prepare go discussion later.. sigh.
stupid oral presentation :(

24 July

WOW, ages din write my blog d...

due to assignments like "mountain"
not time to write blog.. no time no time no time!!!
my new moon haven finish!
omg.. drag few weeks d.. shittttttt......................................

recently quite a lot things happen..
duno how to write. how to describe..
but everything is fine..
going to be settle down.. mayb?

sick sick sick...
a week d..
cough until i headache...
visit doctor, eat medic...
ok d..

i miss daddy n mummy....
aaaa...........
one month... i wan go bak tawau!!!!
i miss my home.. i miss my bed.. i miss everything...

1 sept diving, advance license im coming!!
yahoo...

yeah, recently drawing n figure got improve...
so happy.. got B- d.. oh yeah.. no more C+ ( hopefully )

well, cant write too much..
need bak to my design..
god.. =S

oh yeah.. tomolo cc babe bday!
kekeke.. =)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
I LOVE YOU!
;D

15 July

wulala~
finally bak to my own home.. (pjs9)

line sucks!
arghh!!!

clean up my room..
rest a while..
wanna start figure..

not happy today in drawing 1 today
sigh..
=(

things happen
cannot change..
wuwuwu =(

nvm.. this is life!
as allen said, welcome to the reality..
well, i quite enjoy my life although like this..

seriously we need to appreciate everything around us.. really..
im...
try not to complain
although sometimes i complain but
just complain..
no blaming too much..



* i cant explain the feeling towards you..


*secret should not share =(
i know this earlier but i just trust my friend..
but too bad...
secret just can put in heart ...

anyway, life...

=)

比想象更想你~

词：林夕
曲：品冠

下了飞机 不久又要登机
同一样的行李 呼吸不一样的空气
有时候却知道你现在在哪里
却忘记我自己的目的地
谢天谢地 屏幕很有心思
缩小天地距离 随着指尖抚摸千里
提醒我 远近的城市连在一起
就像你 好快就和我在一起
我发现 比想象更想你
比爱你更爱你
多的这些分离
努力是为了梦想
梦想最想到的终站
原来是你 为了建立我们的天地
我游走天和地
我看盡煙和雨 却只能看到你
你才享受这阳光
我的阴天也就晴朗 多么神奇
多爱你才有这默契 飞来飞去
城市都已熟悉 一起取了行李
与你又接近一毫厘
我开始喜欢看看庸俗的字体
也觉得海关比海洋美丽
我爱呼吸 机舱里的空气
因为再飞一程 就会闻到你的气息
因为你 美丑已没定义
只要与你有关 一切都已经没关系
天涯海角 大不过我俩小天地


回家的路途，iphone play着这首歌。。。
hmm..
竟然有一点点的感触。。。
为什么？
因为想念着你吗？
哈哈！

回忆不断的呈现出来。。。
回想我们一起的回忆~

没想到一年半的喜怒哀乐，竟然在这半年还没冲淡！
哇！

试着不要去怀念，不要去想，不过，还是不可以。。。
身边所发生的事，做过什么，不知不觉都会联想到。。。都会浮现出来。。
想念着我们手牵手去沙滩，去看戏，去。。。吃喝玩乐？ 哈哈！

好想知道你最近过得还好吗？ 这半年发生了很多事吗？
那天跟crisy and yang 聊天，知道了你一点点的近况。。
Hmmm...
anyway...

虽然我们不能在一起，我也没后悔过，毕竟是没希望。。。
不过也没有伤心。。。只是很怀念一切一切。。。
回想起，一年半的一起，我都可以念念不忘，你那7年的初恋怎可以不想念呢？
难道每个男人都是这样绝情？这样的。。。善忘？
哈哈！随便啦！
起码你也给过我很好的回忆
谢谢。。。 =)

虽然偶尔会伤心难过回想这一切
不过，相信每个人都会经历，都曾经拥有吧！
=）

14 July

wooo.. long time din write my blog d...
quite busy with my assignments..


went to watch ice age 3 yst..
eee.. so cute...
the bb elephant so so so cuteeeeeeeeeeee..... i wanna hug hug~
kekekek ;)

hmm..
just now from 4pm like tht start draw figure until 10pm..
omg.. i done 3 outlines..
oh yeah so happy ^^

lao gong dinner with us oh~
keke.. 1st time.. wahhaa

then he fetch me n shiau jia bak..
hehe ;)

thanks anyway!
u r soooooo gooooooooooood..

but always act cool..
sometimes cool sometimes hot..
i wonder why?

but nvm la..
u r a good lecture..
i love you.. ~

*seriously i din mean anything...
why u guys keep say i got something with he?
god..
i just like he draw..
not im in love with he lor..
OMG! =S

9 July

yst drawing 1 presentation was not bad ^^
at least everyone laugh.. not boring .. rite? hahahha
then happen an inccident..
but is not important la.. dun give a shit on her.. =)

do figure till 3+
actauly haven done all..
left tht brad pitt..
haih~
look alike king kong..
lao gong said coz the mouth..
i haven correct it..
tonight 1st...

cant sleep well..
sigh..
keep dreaming
keep awake
omg
wat hapen?
m i too stress?
i wish im not..
how to release stress?
AAaaa... =(

7 July

Today been Malacca~
woke up 7.30am.
omg.. so damn sleepy ><''

8.30+ in bus.. ready to go~
ernest woo late! hmp!!

10+ went to the mini malaysia..
aiks.. form4 tht time go with band..
everything unchange lo.. wlaau.. so bored.. and so HOT!!!

too sunny la!!!
arghhh...
sunburnt d!
=(

then went eat chicken rice around 12+
not really nice lor.. ==
then went red house..

ah, the flower car uncle ask me hv a sit n ask me take photo
lol..
so shy la...
=$

then went eat cenddol...
aiks.. not good one =(

4+ finaly in bus and go bak school lu
so happy
on the way alvin called me..
wow... he just back from brunei..
together back with gf d?
i wonder.. LOL

ahhh two more months i can go diving d..
advance license..
here i come.. yuhuuuu~~~
i really miss divingggg ahhhh....

just now cht a bit with lao gong...
he ask us why monday din go..
lol
sorry la..
so busy ma~
cele pei pei bday.. =)
then sudenly cht till half no reply me d!
stupid he
nvm la..
evryone was busy
m now doing figure.. arghh
im super duper tired and sleepy =(
wuwuwuwuuw...

tomolo presentation..
omg..
everything unprepare..
ops!!!
nvm la.. just go n bull shit again.
LOL..


TIRING DAY..
ah, can say weeks.. =(

5 July

人生就是这样。。。
每个人都会经历生离死别，没人例外！

after i woke up, i saw her online, so i decided to greet her..
: I'm so sad..
:ha? wat happen?
:his mom passed away, she treat me so well since we r together
: hmm.. dun so sad.. everything will be fine.. dun worry, dun think so much...
:i cant eat... i keep crying.. after eat i vomit everything out...

sigh...
jie, dun like this pls...
i really felt so sorry and i so heart pain when i heard u tell me u like this..
my heart was so pain...
this is life..
i know this is sad.. but, pls dun like this...
dun let everyone worry u k?
im always beside u... *hug hug*


=we should appreciate everything around us...
do not blame anything.. we all r lucky one..
at least, compare with the africa ppl..

i know, im the most lucky girl in the world..
i thanks my parent, supporting me, giving me everything i need...
i really do!
i love me friends, too!
without u all, im nothing.. serious...


today duno why a bit moody
or can say, this few days i damn depress and stress...
wat the reasons?
mayb figure studies..
mayb.. i also dunno...
quite blue today
mayb tomolo reopn school
but i will try hard.. really..
i really really do...
going to start my work after bath.

today went starbucks .. read my new moon for 3hours+
oh yeah...
at least i did not waste my time online chtting bull shit n facebook ing .. HAHA =)

cheers
i love you all =)

4 July

I love my lectures = zhuo yu and shing yi

they really help me a lot

thanks!! =)


apple apple...
i love apple, too! =D

3 July

I can't sleep well this few days..
i think mayb.. bit stress...
stress bout my drawings...
sighh...
how to improve?
practice more?
i draw a lot... aaaa...
i know practice makes prefect...
but...
=(

yst yeeven told me someone kena H1N1 at tawau
then i asked kevin
he told me is brian kena
OMG! brian?!?!?!
then i called mandy but no answer..
then.. i called preston! wuhu~~ kekeke =)
then.. omg! really brian kena.. now in hospital
luckily not really serious
then now preston one week stay in room only
he said he like 'gam dan'
hahaha. poor guy..
take care wor~
dun make me worry.. ekekeke............................................

wow, monday tuesday thursday also saw lao gong..
oh yeah damn happy....
=)
H, stop bocor my secret here!
if not i change my blog add!
huh!
keep it as secret or we talk private..
pls dun talk in front the lectures la!
so shame mannnnn..................................!!
hmmp!!

anyway, m going to draw figure ><''
my nosee...
aaaaa...........................

i wish today is another great afternoon with lao gong..
muahahah ;)

Happy!!

wulala~
im happy today
coz..
waakkaka..
went to find figure studies lec.. ( lao gong )
teach me draw..
hahahah =)

then talk a lot..
wow actualy he quite funny.. wow!

thn dinner.. APPLE!
hahah

then sleep at 10+
wake around 12..
omg.. how come.. =(

then now chit chatting..
wat time i will sleep ler?
hmm..

29 June

wow, wake up early morning..
wanna go old town breakfast~
oh yeah~


saturday waste whole day no touch my assignment...
plan to do sunday..
who knows..

after sauna with tht "jian huo" = yeeven ( we used to call our close friends like this, LOL )
then.. i felt damn it dizzy!
then... i vomit beside the lift!!!
omg..
so damn it ..............................................
argh...
after vomit feel better lar~~
but after a while headache..

then my assignments..
no do again =(
ah, i drew 20 balls
hahahhaa...

ahhh time to breakfast!!
^^

26 June

WOW!
wat a day~
finally finsih tht crap ielts exam~~
not enough time ahhhh


today quite fun in figure although i draw those stupid heads until very damn it FRUSTRATED!
the fun tim is judging the pictures..
LOL
so funny..
they keep making fun..
LOL
xP

BUT.. omg..
figure got a lot to draw la..
OMG!
6 figures sketch
10 "head proportion"
6 cylinder head ah..
omg omg omg!!!
exploration week...
man... not holiday.. =(

aww, yst i saw ah pek's fb
omg.. since when u got gf ah?
never tell me this ah ma...
yerrr....
bit jealous....
* =(
anyway, good luck..keeke....
i miss you~~
heeeee..... =)

23 June

went to pyramid buy my formal clothing yst..
bought around 200+
god =S

bit weird coz guys around..
><''

yea,today presentation, took a lot photos =)
then quite nervous in front my classmate..
lol....
paiseh~

no lunch today
but dinner =(

actualy is no dinner but lunch..
argh nvm~

2 more months..
i wan go kapalai ahhh
i miss you all~
michiyo~alvin~tonton~
SOTONG!
hahaha... miss miss miss~
diving~~~

oh yeah, today done my drawing 1 in classroom.. oh yeah..
tonight need to do figure lor
say monday find zhuo yu but no.. then today wan go. but also no
sigh.. when can i?
argh..
but i think go also useless
coz i dun think he will help me~

aiks..
sian..

friday ielts exam..
god.. arghhh =S
faint soon..

stupid ietls lec..
i HATE you!!!
slf ask wrong question then say i asnwer wrong
give me a shame...

YOU SHAME ME!!!

ARGH!

anyway, IM SO DAMN IT FULL NOW!!!

为什么

刚刚看了danny的blog...

the blog is created because of his ex gf， michelle..

firstly, i tot he really is a good man who can wait a girl for more than a month d...
but last few weeks, shaw ping called me..
then we talked... 不知道什么事说到danny...
然后她告诉我danny wit gf..
wow.. 我还以为是michelle... 不过。。后来我才知道哪个是另一个女的。。。（work with her at comp shop)
不是我想多管闲事，我在想。。。

为什么一个男人可以这样？
那么自私。。。
或可以说，为什么可以这样？
在这里跟她，在那里说等另一个她。。。
为什么？
男人都是这样吗？

很多很多事都发生在我的身边。。。
不是我想的灰。。。
而是。。。
男人。。。
我真的很不明白。。
所以当gabriel告诉我他等我，我真的不会相信。。。
另一个他每次找我。。。我。。。不懂。。。

到底，你们男人在想什么？？？

我想知道。。
不过我又不想知道。。。
虽然很矛盾。。
hmm...


foky, 那天听到一些广东歌，忽然想起了你。。。
想起了我们一起开心的回忆。。。
真的，很多很多，在perth=一起去沙滩，一起party,一起打打闹闹，一起的一切一切。。
还有，在香港。。。
天啊!发生什么事？哈哈！
忽然间很想念你。。

不过这一切都是过去了。。。
已经变成了我美好的回忆。。。
开心与不开心的回忆。。。
回忆永远都回save在我心里。。。

虽然我到现在还觉得那件事很离谱，不过，算了吧，可能男人就是这样。。。
你最近还好吗？
不是我不想跟你联络
不过，可能到现在我真的还接受不到。。。
对不起，放弃你是对的。。。告诉我，我真的做对了，起码我们俩都过得开心，是吗？
你，开心吗？
你要好好读书，知道吗？
加油吧！
有缘再见吧！
;)

22 June

Another good morning~

few days din write blog..
hmm..

went scary movie again on friday..
then wen sing k and buy my speaker on sat..

daddy, please take care..
i miss you so much..
hope everything will be fine as soon as possible...
i pray so hard really...
please.. tell me the result is good.. nothing happen to u.. please... i beg the buddha.

just now went try a lot of cloths..
hmm...
wonder buy which one for my presentation on tuesday...


sigh, my figure so worst man..
m so worry bout it..
how? keep practice..
but.. still look like SHIT!
sigh.. sad lar... =(

tomolo gonna meet figure lec or not?
like so weird...

anyway..
hope everything will be fine soon..
really...
i no hope much...
i just wish daddy can get better and better.. recover soon...
and.. i wish i can draw well..
im really work hard.. even weekend also drawing ><''
i think i must put more n more efford now..
no more bull shitt ing ...

17 June

oh yeah, just back from YUen steamboat..
actually wanna go bak kut teh but no open =(

me, cc, yeeven, shiaujia, h and ernest =D
hv so much fun..
talk nonsenses... LOL XP

today din go ielts class...
ops.. so srry..
coz really boring n nothing do..
like learn nothing..
sigh.. so sorry =X

2.30 drawing 1..
the most stressful subject =S
haiz.. STRESS la..
all the class assignment got c or c+
haih.. cant get b..
so sad..
so worry ahh..

anyway, yeeven stay here for few days..
haha..
do homework together..
talk together..
quite enjoy it...

lazy to do assignment today..
hmm
mayb wil do i ching homework =)
colouring~
oh yeah.. i love colour..
hahaha =)

cheers

*full till.................... =S

16 june

today, I ching returned us the 16 textures..
haiz.. sucks..
got 5.5/10.. WTH man...
really unhappy..
1st time got tht 'high' mark =(
SAD!

anyway, i wish this time the black n white can get higher ~
used so much time to done it!

yst.. haha..
crazy
yeeven cc n me went to buy beer.. kekeke...
6 bottle heineken, 2 hoegaargen and 1 corono ( CC )
wow, hoegaarden really NICE! tumbs-up!! =))))))))))))))

sat design no assignment!! wOHOOOOO....
PARTY!!!
thinking of party..
long time no party d..
argh..

assignment.. assignments...
everyday also assignments..
never END!
tons of assignment!!! =S
sick of it.. ( MAYBE )
haha, coz i also quite enjoy it. the process..
hmm...

tomolo morning english class =(
afternoon drawing 1..
omg...

man, my eyes..
argh..
beggy eyes...
pimpers popped out!
OMG!
=S


assignment...

15 June

oh my...
finally done my IELTS assignment..
from 5pm till 2am... argh
bit headache now...

just now go out buy burger, who knows back to aprtment lift canot function..
omg.. climb 7floor.. =(
very tired...

ernest, u SHIT!
HAHAHAHAH
thanks anyway.. LOL =P

cant write anymore
goodnight

14 June

Finally weekend lu~
but assignments r waiting for me =( wuwuwuw.....

went to movie yst with h and yeeven.. *17 again*
wow, so touch... nice movie.. 4/5 stars! oh yeah...

yeeven, stays strong ok~
we ll always be wit u~ ;)
CHEERS!!!

today design one...
finally returned our assignments..
not really happy with the result..
some of them got full mark..
sigh...
very disappointed.. wuwuwuu... =(
but anyway, must work harder...
hmm..

went movie again today with yeeven, cc, h, nigel, ernest, nobul, shao lin
b4 tht went sushi.. yeah.. i love sushi.. *muacks*
chit chat ing b4 movie with yeeven cc h nobul and nigel
haha... so funny.. nobul so CUTE la!
kekekeke =)
love this class a lot.. kekekekekeke.....

too much to record for today, need to rush up my assignments...
today weekend.. still need to do assignment.. argh,
but.. i m enjoying it.
=)
*dilemma*


人生总有许多的起起伏伏
不过只要坚强，勇敢的面对
问题就会慢慢的解决

朋友，加油啦！
我会支持你的！
=D

Good Morning

Good morning!!!
2.25am ~

painting my nails..
keke..
going to be lala moi soon..
kekek.. just for tomolo..
im going to be insane d..

oh yea so excited done my figure drawing..
kekekek...

oh yeah oh yeah...
tomolo figure class..
oh yeah..
LOL

*crazy*

11/June

yu hu~~
blogging again.. muahahaha~

this is my very 1st blog at blogger..

well, today having msia studies quiz..
LOL
everyone not prepared =P
so...
hehehehehehhee....
answers pass around =X

Housemate bday today!!
Happy 18th Birthday TO Bao Yi~
;)